day onE

why..oh why.
even on the very first day of lecture, we smelled the scent of stress overflooding. Lecturers were already reminding us bout the continuous exams, internal papers, external papers..progress tests, 2nd sem without breaks, tutorial presentations and no holidays, we cant even afford a day for chirstmas.. (does it mean i'm not able to celebrate my birthday as well?) 5 hours of lecture and 3 hrs of tutorial classes per subject, i guess we're gonna have a snoring session in class..see who snores the loudest? haha.and someone was already, constantly looking at my watch, counting down even on the very first day xp I guess i need food supplies like sweets, snacks,chocolate, drinks etc, Lotsa deM in my backpack

Neways, internship real changed us a lot, at least in terms of maturity level other than some other experiences we've gained. Some undergo great stress or pressure, which is likely to become the source of motivation or at least, more or least serves as a comparison~ whether you would rather work, or to study) 'One year of torture,rather than spending years for these ACCA papers' said our lovely,motherly supervisor. "and you all already look stress. don't worry, it'll escalate more' O.O It's so fun hearing her speak, so serious yet humorous.. <3
time flies. @.@? does it?nvm..it's just 1 yr. And time does flies. =(

Wish me luck and happiness, loads of them. Maybe it doesn't really sound as bad as informed by seniors, rumours and lecturers?whether or not the pressure is that intense, I stillneed the wishes.and i do need lotsa motivation so my mind doesn't go astraY;or goes all the way obeying my continuous, immortal rebellious thoughts to procrastinate.

hmm, life's about that.We can't escape from the daily routine, don't we? Even if u're working..u do the same thing everyday. Even wen ur studying, you go to college everyday..etc and hardly find chance to, experience something less routine at times.
And sometimes, things don't just go as smoothly as planned, and there're always cumberstones along the pathways. But there re really times when you could be happy in life, God has made it that way. I feel trully blessed.

Whatever it is, we'll just have to like what we're doing, don't we?What else more can we do, other den going through things with a welcoming heart? it's not that we have a choice anyway.1 year is all it takes, before I can have some...breaking free freedom, unleashing myself froM these binding chains minus the hecticness sitting in the office, surrounded wif files.. of course. hehe, contradicting thoughts.

Honestly, I fear the routine more than the stress right now. >.< i'm- still- in -da-holiday- mood kinda feeling =(

*takes a deep breath and sighs* =) I love holidays. sayonara holidays~ miss u holidays, and miss.. lau >.<