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Dear diary,

It's another college day for the college people...and

It's been a few days since my parents left to China for holidays. Which also means that it's been a couple of days I'm home alone..(sort of) due to the fact that my bro comes home late for his projects and sooN I will be home alone officially as he TOO will be flying of to KK for a kewl mountain climbing expedition..Ain't gud ain't bad. Nevertheless,the emptiness at home kinda made me feeL sorta lonely=p, the only communicatioN gadget that seems to connect me and the others are my cellphone and the internet =(

Sleepovers are kinda hillarious in the eyes of others as my besties live nearby~ ( but I will ignore that fully if I feel too bored, u galz can walk home to get your toothbrushes =p)Well, there're too much things to do in such lil time, sometimes, the time we posess just go pooF!!!* and dissapear..but being a miles away from our family members seems to slow down everything.

Unlike some other normaL kiddos, I live in a contra-independent kinda lifestyle..being pampered, living at home instead of AWAY from home and my parents are still funding my living expenses ( unlike some other college lads or lasses who are working and still studying at the same time). So there's actually nothing much to whine about

Even if my parents were to go anywhere far..they would make sure that everything's alritebefore they leave..for instance, by making sure that the refrigerator is full and and telling me stuffs like ''Don't open the gate to strangers ok'' etc etc.*grinning, so U know exactly why sometimes, I would say that I don't feel like I will be turning 20 by the end of this year. Which is I still feel so young at heart >.< And soon, it would be a hair-losing 'ceremony'..(or shall I call it a deadly-war) for most of the students againnn. Ugh, ''we live for today...not tomorrw ;p'' says the deviL inside me ‘'Noooo..be self-diciplined, ought to be prepared for tmr, don't ya??'' Alright, self-battling often occurs when we make decisions, datz usually usual, and normally normal. =D

Credits to py for a d nice snapshot of my beloved cookie jar. since we don't really bum into each other online, I upload it here =D ly n cf playing da piano as d background ...hahaha, kewl leh.Oyasumi

Updates 'bout me

Holidays given is ample yet..we aren't satisfied wif the amount of time we were granted. Life's ironic.

Date: 7 October 2oo9
Day: Wednesday
Mood: bored;p

We want the things that we can't own and thus most things are beautiful because we can't have them.hahaz, which explains why the asians wna have blond hair while the westernz would opt for silky, black hair...erm, let's not talk about how relaxing my holidays was
cuz it's heartbreaking since I can't have more of it. This new sem could be disastrous if I still have this habit of procrastrinating and completing other tasks which are FAR MorE INTERESTING than studying..

One fine morning, I was awaken by the vibrating sound produced by my mobile phone on my desk. Groggily, I woke up and answered the call. Unexpectedly it was a call from some1 from a company regarding my internship for my nxt semester break =D

and I could vividly remember what I've replied that day

''what's your strength?'' asked the interviewer. '' I'm self-motivated and willing to learn,'' I answered spontaneously. Thank goodness, everything was smooth going although my voice sounded a lil weird at first.

Aha, self-motivated... =p * grinning * How I wish that I'm one..hahaha.

So, 5th October 2009 marked a new starting point of most of the students here..as it's the end of the holidays n begining of a new sem. sayonara holidays! Nxt week will be a total 'breaking-free' period as my parents won't be around. yay! No more 24 hours of 'babysitting' me. It would be kinda quiet without their noises around and some extra stuffs to do such as cooking my own luncg and dinner..but it'z not my first time without them at home, so dun worry, I'm not afraid of the boggie man ! =p